Source: Mark Lilly

The form I got from the school personnel department has already laid on my table for one week.  Still, I have no idea what I should do now.

Shall I apply transferring to another school in Taipei this year?

Or, maybe I have to wait another two years until I get higher marks? (According to the rule, the more years I have taught for, the more marks I can gain.  The more marks I have, the more options of school I can choose.)

Probably, staying in Yi-Lan for a long period of time is not a bad idea at all?  If yes, I am not sure I can survive the long distance relationship.  What if I have a baby then?  It is definitely impossible for me to take care of a baby on my own and work at the same time!!!  

I admit that I am afraid of change now.  That is because I am quite happy with the current situation.  My school system is very wealthy, so that I can accomplish my goals after work.  In Taipei, I don't think I can be such flexible.

All I can do is wait and see.  Yes, wait and see...